She squeezed it back. "I know I have a temper. And I kept having these visions, of me on a Sith throne, and if I knew how to do all these things because Kylo Ren unlocked it in me then what do I know that I shouldn't?" she said. "And then I found out about Palpatine, and this whole mission I've felt like I was spiraling out of control and..."

She was very much not out of control. But she'd felt it.