Ajan Kloss- Tuesday after all that

[thatwaslucky]

Rey didn't even know how long it had been since this all started now. Though she was filthy and bloody- where had that even come from?- Ben had healed her and nothing hurt physically. She wasn't tired from lack of sleep and constant stress anymore. There wasn't even adrenaline that had to wear off. Emotionally though, she felt exhausted.

She had asked for a few minutes to clean up, and after a shower and a change of clothes she had Anakin meet her in her quarters on the Falcon. They needed to have a very important talk, and this was the most private place she had.


[im done spamming you! For the Master.]

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[thatwaslucky]

"It's going to take a while to unpack all that," she admitted.

Since a week ago she thought she'd been sold off and left and now she knew how very not true that was, but still didn't have information like their names.

[sith_happened]

Anakin nodded. "I still get caught by surprise by things from my past," he admitted.

[thatwaslucky]

"Does it get easier?" Rey asked.

[sith_happened]

"Most of the time," Anakin said. "Fandom will sometimes throw a spanner into your progress."

[thatwaslucky]

"Oh. Right." That could potentially be an issue.

[sith_happened]

"You'll come back, though, won't you?" Anakin asked.

[thatwaslucky]

"Yeah," she said, nodding. "I don't know when. I'm not sure what happens now?"

[sith_happened]

"You keep moving," Anakin said with a small smile. "Rebuild."

[thatwaslucky]

"I am not qualified for that," Rey pointed out.

[sith_happened]

"I don't think anyone really else is, either," Anakin said.

[thatwaslucky]

"I mean really," she said. "I have not lived in a real society here at all."

[sith_happened]

"I remember how it used to work, but I can suggest some improvements," Anakin said.

[thatwaslucky]

"It's not where I'm useful," she said, shaking her head. "Whatever I end up doing is elsewhere."

[sith_happened]

"Are you ready to call yourself a Jedi yet?" he asked.

[thatwaslucky]

"Yes," she said simply. It didn't feel strange to say at all.

[sith_happened]

Anakin gave her a small but sincere smile. "I'm glad to hear it."

[thatwaslucky]

"I've had all of them literally supporting me. It'd be disrespectful to say I wasn't," she said.

She also knew she'd earned it. But she'd earned it by killing her grandfather, and that part was going to take her a bit.

[sith_happened]

Anakin smiled. "You could finally hear them?" he asked.

[thatwaslucky]

Rey nodded. "It was like the Emperor took everything out of me. All I could do was watch the battle. I couldn't even move. And that's when I could finally hear them. It's the only reason I could face him down at all."

[sith_happened]

"I'm glad they could help you," Anakin said, missing them acutely right now.

[thatwaslucky]

"Me too," she said. "My version of you was one of them."

[sith_happened]

Anakin looked touched. "Really? In this voice?"

Not something super deep?

[thatwaslucky]

"Exactly like you," she said.

[sith_happened]

He would not be able to explain why that had brought tears back to his eyes, but it had. "Oh," he said in a small, pleased voice. "Good."

[thatwaslucky]

She could make some guesses. "You were all there for me."

Which was touching to her too, to spend most of her life alone because of Palpatine and finding out that she really, really wasn't.